a new life begins...

Of all the person tat i noe... tat i've seen so far in my life... u've stood high beyond the rest... but i've asked myself alot of tymes... am i even worthy to have u as a special one... i noe tat any nice, good gerl will never accept my horrible past.. the past that i myself dont dare to look back at... i've done every bad stuff that can be done in this world... oh believe it wen i said i've done it all.... just waiting for the day god punsh me for my sins... i will always be waiting for the day my sins come back and haunt me... as much tat i like u... is as much tat i feel tat u can never accept me for who i am or wad i have done... too good, too sweet, too nice... its my dream to have someone like u... but i have no confidence tat u would even give me chance... ur high up in the skies.. and i'm tis piece of scrap metal down on earth... tat is how highly i put u in my eyes... by god i swear if ever if i were to have that chance... somehow or by miracle, god opens ur heart for me... i swear, u will never be taken for granted... always be cared for... always to be loved... but all i asked for in return is to love me wif all of ur heart... nothing more, nothing less... ouh sweet angel... bring me out of tis misery.. i can only ask, never beg nor force u... be at peace always my dear... tis is all tats in my torn heart for now... aeki a.k.a cuki

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